I Don’t Know…

Mid March and I’ve been experiencing some downfalls once again in my life.

Maybe it is really part of everyone’s life.

I’m really, really afraid to experience this again because I know how hard it is to be bankrupt.

I don’t waste to much money I earn. It’s just that I want to zero out everything. Have a zero debt to all of my credit cards so that I can save up money for my future.

I don’t know… I just suck with money but have so many plans for my future.

I don’t know…

I don’t know why I’m afraid to take risk.

I don’t know… I’m really afraid.